delayed reaction!

upset, overtired, angry, pissy, hurt

more than five years ago, i walked the streets with a frown. a confused boy with a broked heart. the first man i loved walked away. obviously, i recovered. i, being the niave person that i guess i am, eventhough the relationship was over, reflected fondly of the memories of first finding someone in this world that could love me. i reflected with nothing but fondness.

stupid, betrayed, unloved

these some five years later, after some number of conversations, i find out that this faithful, pure love i felt was neither pure nor faithful. talk about a delayed reaction. i simply feel like a fool. i guestion, how can something like this bring me down. something that happened many moons ago. why did i cry those four tears this morning while staring in the mirror?

i guess only one man ever truly loved me. and to that, i say thank you.