Weeks now have passed, I, remain asleep. I wish I could make sense of this comma that I am living in. I wish I could pinch myself to wake me of this miserable nightmare. It has been so long, I barely remember who I was before I ended up where I am now.
I wonder if it is possible to have died, and no one, not even me the wiser. I wonder.
Constant fire swarms around my head, anger, confusion. Where have I misplaced my life, my energy, my compassion for the beauty in the world. Perhaps my brain, one night beyond my knowledge, saw something, or realized, the purpose or meaning. My life hiding beneath it all. I normally realize "things" can always be worse. Today, I cannot recognize the better that I normally hold on to.
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