you can't deal with my infinate nature

you'll spy...
yes...
on me...
yes...
will you be spying on me in the bathroom...
yes...

When it totally seems all over the place, it really is not...I completely enjoyed this movie.

I heart huckabee's (A)

I am laughing right now, just thinking back..gotta love Lily Tomlin

softly, content

the body, this tired planet waiting for discovery. lying flat, back arched, chills racing from head to toe.

a few moments feel like a lifetime, a few seconds like centuries. this feeling, pulsating throughout every ounce of human flesh. these chills, longing for warmth, longing, that simple powerful touch.

the blood of many souls swirling around inside the fishbowl glass, images of you dancing within the deep red swirls. images so real, eyes closed tight, a firm grip on hope and it all comes alive inside this fantasy.

soaring high above this world, looking down at the small planet, gazing through the clouds. trying to find balance, while shuffling through the piles of memories inside this mind. thoughts overpowering so, words barely able to describe them. tilted head weeping, smiling, thinking of you.

pillow framing this smile, eyes closed in ecstasy, shivering with each moment, a pinch, reminders of reality. arms raised bellowing emotion toward the sky, reaching the clouds, all within hearing distance.

witty smirk, head twisted looking backwards, chin resting on this here shoulder.

softly, content.

oak tree

cigarette burning away in the ash-tray. head resting in my hands, decisions I never thought I would be faced with, weighing heavy on my mind.

music playing on the radio, decisions dancing inside my mind. i can't remember when I was this tired before in life. so tired, yet full of life.

even when you think there will be no surprise around the corner, one grabs hold of you, shakes you around and makes you take notice.

staring out the window, thinking, not sure about what. blue-eyes, you think too much, smirk plastered on my face. something this easy can't be real, something this hard, can't be this easy.

being a true believer in fate, my smirk falls and my eyes close tight. questioning why, how, if. Everything. i can't remember the last time. why do I question, when enjoying is easier. life is what it is, is it not?

seeing the jersey lights shine, the center of the world in the distance. life can expire today, tomorrow, minutes from now. thinking, questioning...useless when the box closes. i already have the answers, today i stop questioning them.

my smiles are real. because i am full of life. thank you oak tree, for the gentle, absolute reminders.